Month: October 2020

Written in fall in the year 2019 AD.

My name is Benjamin, simply Benjamin. Jesus Christ is my shepherd, and I follow him from my heart. I am a Mormon, and we are Christians; and I love my heavenly family. I am not others, and others are not me; and the human who I am, I can be kind and loving; and sometimes, when I am obnoxious, then forgive me, please; I am a human being too. Up to here, in search of friends, but I did not find any friends, and I have received much rejection in my life; and my life, like an angel with broken wings, but Jesus Christ leads me to go on through his atoning sacrifice and the power of forgiveness. I am a witness of Jesus Christ, the living Jesus Christ. I am a servant of God, a guard in front of the gate. I have got large visions, and I am working on realizing them; and up to here I am alone, only me, and I am an author, and sometimes I paint pictures, and I am my own lawyer, and Google is a good search engine like an electronic comrade; and furthermore, I am looking for support.

The Author

https://bookofbenjamin.com

Written in fall in the year 2020 AD.

My beloved brothers and sisters.

I have testimony.

Jesus Christ and his church is an inseparable part of my life. I go to church, not because some sister is especially pretty, but I do it for Jesus Christ. I go to church, not because I am convinced, but because I have a testimony, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is the true church; and that is the true church, not because the human being say so, but because of true happenings. The gospel that was brought to earth by Jesus Christ, but it was lost when the apostles were chased away and murdered. Many centuries later, restored by Jesus Christ, when he transferred the power of attorney to Joseph Smith Jr. by laying on of hands.

The year 2020. The pandemic has changed many things in the world; some are less and some are more affected. The houses of the church were closed for some time; and it had been a hard time. When the houses were reopened, the joy of being back in church; and I have remembered my little book. I wrote the following words a few weeks before the church houses were closed. “When I am in church, to be among good souls, among brothers and sisters; and far too often I am among the others, the non-saints, who sin.”

No human being is free from sin. It is written in the Scriptures: “The fall of Adam and Eve is in every human being, and with it the sin.” And further it says: “The earth is a place of proving for the human being, the repentance of sin in order to return to the Kingdom of Heaven to God’s presence.” “The repentance is more than just a word and a deed, but the realrepentance comes from the heart, and a repentance cannot be forced, and it is a lot of work on oneself and the neighbor.”

A parable. The true repentance cannot be forced.

A rich man who had much land and treasures; and he was a respected ruler by his righteousness. His son lived in sin; and the father knew that the people would not acknowledge a sinner as ruler. The father said to his son that if he repents of the sin, then he will be his heir, and all the land and all the riches will be at his feet.

When the son heard this, and he saw all the lands and all the riches, then he did as the father had said to him. From then on he lived a life free of sinful deeds, and he only said words that flattered everyone in the people; and everything he had done just to get recognition from the people.

I tell you, the son of the rich man, he was not reversed from sin, but he became selfish, and he had hardened his heart for the riches of the world and all that is worldly.

The true repentance comes from the heart.

A Mormon, a sister, her name is Al Carraway. I have not met her personally, but I follow her on Instagram.

She was not born into the church. She led a life of sin and had many paintings engraved into her skin. She had got to know the church through missionaries; and she had received a testimony and was reversed from sin. She has written a book: “More Than the Tattooed Mormon”. She cannot remove the scars on her skin from her sinful past, but her repentance comes from the heart.

The Holy Spirit is the true truth; and Jesus Christ knows the hearts of the human children; and no human being is able to hide from God.

I am a witness of Jesus Christ. Figuratively spoken: There is a special plant; and the special thing about this plant, it grows only where Jesus Christ is. I testify, the plant grows in his church The Chruch of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints; the plant can be found in the houses of the church. I have written these words, far away from the church, in a place where I have lived for 4 years, but the plant does not grow in that place; but the source of my words is from the heart. The true repentance comes from the heart; and in our hearts this plant grows, which only grows where Jesus Christ is; and this makes us to brothers and sisters. We are one family. The people of Jesus Christ; and in his name, Jesus Christ, Amen.

Written in fall in the year 2020 AD.

At this time. There are only a few humans following me on Instagram; and I think, most of my 38 followers are justscammers, but also they are humans.

The social media. I use Instagram to share from my life, the stories of the world and everything that is true. I know, without the true truth the human being will sink into hatred one day; and it is about the world on the entire earth. The truth is my life; and social media is like a mouthpiece; and I use social media to contact the world, answer questions and just be there. On my path of life I have found little support so far, so I lack financial means to do the necessary works. The word of God on earth; and the true truth is more than words, but I do not tell of the works until they are finished. My life and my work; I sell the truth for a reasonable price. Few humans decide for many humans; the rich rule the world, and they have to decide whether to support.

I take the time and I read my direct messages; and if it becomes too much one day, I will mark it in my profile.

I think, most Instagram users know it, to receive a direct message from strangers. They are the same and similar questions about me; sooner or later it becomes clear, a video chat is rejected and I do not chat with the person in the picture, and it is just an attempt to scam me with attractive pictures, and the stories are just made up, a scam for money.

As a good Christian I give charity. I know, also the scammers are human beings. One of them had shown himself, told about himself and even made a video of himself. He was from Nigeria; and I know these places from documentaries about scammers from Lovescam. Places with a lot of poverty, slums, few jobs, and many trying to make money through fraud on the Internet and social media.

I cannot testify that his story is true, but I know there are manyhumans in Nigeria who are seeking for Christ; and therefore I write my words for those who seek for Christ and strive for a life of righteousness. The church “The Chruch of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints” has houses in Nigeria (www.lds.org/maps/meetinghouses/); and there you can find the Book of Mormon, another testament of Jesus Christ.

I have many promptings for the people of Africa. The real problems of Africa are deep in the world; and these are different stories. At this point. I cannot offer jobs, no money either. I used Google; and there are some Christian institutions in Nigeria that offer jobs. There are good jobs in Nigeria. Do not strive for the distance; and I tell, living in Germany, and also in other highly developed countries, does not mean having no problems, but the problems are just different. Search for more Christians; and if there are none around, then leave the place of horror. In the Middle Ages there were some Christians who made a pilgrimage with only what they wore on their bodies. Do not expect riches, but work to live an honest life; and even small steps lead to the goal. As a good Christian to serve your neighbor; and whoever gives, to him will be given, but whoever only takes, will not be received. Take the Holy Scriptures and read in them. It will not be easy, but faith in Christ will strengthen you.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Written in summer in the year 2020 AD.

When I was about 20 years old; I was looking for a job, and what were my opportunities. Me, a Christian, and my striving for righteousness in the world. I had many thoughts about the world in which the human being lives; and law enforcement does a great service. My thought was to become a policeman; and what it means to be a policeman. Being a policeman is not just a job, but an attitude to life. Being a policeman, that is not working in the garden with plants and animals, but to work with human beings, those who bolster the back, and others who spread violence and hatred, to chastise them, facing the crime every day, and to protect the law.

Being a policeman is one of the hardest jobs there is in the world; the heavy burden on the shoulders of law enforcement, what they take upon themselves self-sacrificially. The police exist because there is violence and crime in the world, in order to contain this, and to give freedom to other humans and the people.

I had gone other ways, not because I had been weak, but because I have other objectives besides being a policeman; and I am an author, and today, decades later, I am working on that what can make the world brighter.

If the police do an investigation, but whoever resists, even if uninvolved, that one has no courtesy to expect from the police; and a hard-line police force is necessary to be steadfast. A policeman has to make decisions, in sometimes difficult situations, how to deal with it; and sometimes a policeman makes a wrong decision. A man with black skin had died, after the police had cracked down hard; and the reasons have not been given so far, but the deceased man had resisted, so he was partially to blame. The investigation in this case is ongoing, but even before the investigation is complete, some humans get loud with conjecture and conspiracy theories; and even by celebrities who have a lot of influence in the world, they try to stir up the people against their own president. Pictures of chaos in a city; and this is a victory for the enemies of the USA. To humans like Taylor Swift, those who argue against the President, I recommend to buy my First Book, and also my next chapter “The Truth about a Virus and the Real Consequences”, which I will publish soon, to read this. In my book, the truth is written; and I know, they will think differently about their own president, and that he has done a lot of good, which is not possible with Democrats. I can testify that Donald John Trump does a good service to the United States of America; and I stand behind him and bolster his back if necessary.

Iknow, there is a wolf in sheep’s clothing here and there, even in the church. The difference between killing and murder is a difference like day and night. Not the hate will bring healing, but love of neighbor, forgiveness and repentance of sin.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Politics – Part 1

Written in fall in the year 2019 AD.

Let us take a closer look at the swamp. It is metaphorically spoken; and it is like a misanthropic habitat, like a desert only the reverse. There is much swamp; and one story of the swamp is the politics.

I do not interfere in politics, but we are human beings and that which concerns the human.

The politics in the United States of America. A matter that affects all humans, in respect of what the USA means for international security. The democracy is endangered; if a party of the country works against the president, and with it works against the own people, who had elected the president; or if one party works against another party instead of working for the people and making real politics.

Currently, in the politics of the USA; and it is like a battlefield of war. The Democrats are thinking of impeachment proceedings against the president, but if they themselves are opposed to an investigation into political corruption, then it is just a cover-up from the truth, and it is just a public relations campaign on the back of the president and at the expense of international security, only to preserve or enhance the reputation of their own party or presidential candidate.

The President of the party of Republicans, he makes politics for his own people and for international democracy, and he has moved a lot; and the Democratic politics is to be against your own president, but that is just talking about what others do, no politics. The President Trump can shine with deeds, even within his own ranks he cleans up; and he works for the people, and not only for their own interests and the interests of their own party. May God bless Donald John Trump, so that he may continue to have the strength to survive the times of need, and so that he may continue to serve the people.

The democracy. To make politics for the people, to speak truth, and to bring clarity, and to create solutions; and no agitation with hatred, and not to spread fear and untruth, and not to try to spur the people on against their own president or another party. Do not make war; preserves the ceasefire and the democracy, this is the highest good of freedom on earth in this time and age. There is a saying: “The pen is mightier than the sword.” It is the natural human, it is easier to point the finger at others and to judge others, than to admit his own mistakes. Putting down the natural man and follow the teachings of Jesus Christ. The greatest teachings of Jesus Christ, that is charity and forgiveness; and the repentance, the learning to love and to forgive. Jesus Christ said: “He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.” When the scholars sentenced a human to stoning. Not a single stone was thrown.

Quote from the First Book of Benjamin: “The President of the United States of America spoke about the news of the world. His words: “fake news”; and there are many different opinions on it among the humans. I call this, to say the untruth; and truly, there are much untruth in the world, which was made by human hand. The news of the world, then if humans report on events; and it is the difference, whether is reported without comment or whether an arbitrary opinion is spread, how is the event, but they cannot decide for the humans at distant places. And to report about events for newscasts, if this is done, only for money and to spread an arbitrary opinion, then the words are characterized of greed;…” If the newscasts makes politics with their own opinions or with assumptions, instead of reporting politics as it actually is, then it is propaganda and no journalism. The “fake news”, this is a problem all over the world and a threat to democracy. The truth counts, and not the opinions or assumptions from a limited point of view. The news has a great impact on the people by what is reported and how it is reported; and a strong democracy is also supported by independent and neutral reporting. World politics is very big, and in wisdom to withhold one’s opinion and to be objective.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen

And the swamp is even bigger. To be continued.

The Author

Drain the Swamp

The Politics – Part 2

Written in fall in the year 2019 AD.

On these days, many “Fake News”, when humans present their own opinions and assumptions as happenings, but at this point I am talking about the words of Jerry Nadler; maybe I cannot go into every detail, because I do not have a complete translation.

The national security of the United States of America, this also means the international security, because without the USA, there is no international security.

It is a bad habit in politics, as soon as a politician makes a little mistake, then others cry out for his resignation; and behind it is envy and greed for political power, the selfishness of being high up in the career.

No human is perfect; and make mistakes, also I have done many faults in my life; and the challenge is to get up again, to learn and to improve yourself, and to make it right. In wisdom to the politicians, to make politics, instead of craving power; and not to waste the money fighting the president and his politics; and donate the money to me and buy my book, then the money is better invested.

The President has sometimes spoken a harsh tone, but we live in a rough world; and the world politics is another story.

I am politically neutral; I am neither a Republican nor a Democrat, nor any other party; I am a witness of Jesus Christ.

I was not there, when President Trump was on the phone with another head of state, but I think of, in the case of, if the president had made demands, the President Trump and the President of Ukraine had denied this to my knowledge, but even if Trump had, then it is his efforts, to uncover facts of political importance for the national security; and if it is an abuse of authority and a threat to national security, to uncover facts, then democracy is in jeopardy, as it is in other countries without democracy.

As president, Donald Trump has a duty to serve his country. A corrupt politician is a threat to democracy, so Donald Trump is not the threat; and he had made use of his position in office, but an abuse requires personal interests, and this is not the case; and if there is any connection with the next presidential election, even if it seems close, but that is just an assumption and a wishful thinking, to justify a fight against the president; and when a Republican is rebuked, the Democrats say nothing against it. Clarifying political corruption is in the interest of democracy; and Donald Trump, he has the highest office and political power, and he has the highest responsibility, to protect America, especially to protect against internal corruption, when corrupt politicians try to become president. To my knowledge, corruption has not been solved until today, but the president is attacked to assert their own interests.

The political performance of Donald Trump as a whole. He has done much for his country, and thus also for the Democrats, who are also U.S. citizens; to accuse him for his political actions, thus the Democrats also accuse against the growth of the U.S. economy and other actions, of which the world has great use; and indirectly it is a reproach and a complaint of corruption to the President of Ukraine, who testified, there had been no demands, to my knowledge.

We do not live in a divine world with perfect selflessness and charity; and to demand a consideration (a quid pro quo), or as in the case of NATO, to demand more financial participation from the EU countries or to refuse military assistance, this is not an abuse of power, but what is necessary for the stability of the world.

I give these words selflessly; and when the humans repent and come closer to Christ, then this is my reward; and at the same time, for my own security and also for the well-being of the humans, that I sell my book at an appropriate price, so that I will have the opportunity for further steps and to write more books; and even if it seems close, but it is not an abuse of power and it is not for my personal gain.

Corruption, this concerns me; and no matter, who donates money to me or buys my book, it must not be and it will have no influence on my scriptures, and what will be in the future.

” No one is above the law.” There are different kinds of laws.

The one who makes the law is above the law; and a good law has been given by selflessness, as Moses once brought the commandments to earth, selflessly subdued oneself, given by God to all human beings; and they are laws, which bring righteousness to every place and at every time.

And the worldly laws, these are dependent on the religion of the country. Democracy and the connected Christian values; the laws of democracy, democracy is the highest good humans have, in these centuries of history. It is freedom of religion, a cornerstone, which gives every human being the opportunity to find closer to Christ and to accomplish repentance; and every human has to decide for himself, if he is using that opportunity; and every human must do the repentance himself, no human can do this for another human. And in other religions, there the worldly laws are less Christian.

And the worldly laws, diplomatic immunity does not give the right to break the law, but it gives the opportunity to serve beyond borders, as the Pope of the Catholic Church has diplomatic immunity; and I myself had requested diplomatic immunity, but no answer received until today, and this is rude of Chancellor Angela Merkel and President Frank-Walter Steinmeier, or I need more patience. No one is above the law; and also I have the same duty and the same right.

The human being has no natural enemies, like the animals, the cat and the mouse. The human in righteousness, to support each other, not fight each other.

Donald John Trump is the legitimate President of the United States of America; and to be Christian, and support him as a nation, and what he gives for the nation.

The war within the USA is a celebration for the enemies of the USA. The USA is economically and politically very strong, but internal politics is at odds; and together larger tasks are achievable. It is not about who started it, but both parties attack each other in different ways; like a play on a stage. The Capitol is a place of worldly politics; and it is an international place, even if a lot of humans do not think so, but without the USA and its service, there is no international security; and even if the EU finances NATO alone, then the EU is and remains lost without the USA.

A few words about feelings and emotions. Feeling big and strong does not mean you are right. The human will be judged by God on his last day, not at his lifetime; and no human will drop dead, just because he is wrong or right. The humansjudge by judges, to defend the freedom, which was hard fought for in democracy; and the righteousness was brought to earth by prophets like Moses.

At the end of this chapter. There are many more stories to tell. In my pocket is no money available, neither for my security and for the security of my writings, nor to invest more time and deeds. In another chapter where more work needs to be done “God says: If the rich insist on their money, then the revelation will remain hidden; and if a human thinks, he is above God, then he will perish, as many before them, from the stories of old prophets in the Bible.” Buying my book, it can work miracles or reveal miracles.

In the end there will be peace only through Christ.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Drain the Swamp

The Politics – Part 3

Written in fall in the year 2020 AD.

The world is in constant change. The modern world is ruled by politics; not by truth and wisdom, but those who have much money, and who is most convinced of his cause and convinces others.

For decades increasingly, the humans rely too much on the news broadcasts. The power of the news channels; the influence as power, through what they show and what they do not show. Only a few news channels are neutral; and this applies to the entire world.

The 2020 U.S. election was heavily influenced by the news channels, which are not neutral; and this was the only way the presidential candidate Joseph Robinette Biden Jr. could win more than 25% of the votes of the people. Biden had already refused not to accept the election. Whoever becomes U.S. President through false testimony, hatred, agitation, violence, deception and cunning, all this applies to the democrats, the one is driven by evil. False testimony with great weight. The Democrats blame Trump for the deceased in connection with a virus, but they do not know the truth; and they can buy my book to know the truth, but this they had refused. Biden talks about measures against the virus, but he does not know the truth, and not he has a plan, but he hears what others say; and those with much money, wealth and the highest titles are heard. There has been much talk about the virus; and the truth behind the virus is a big story; and my chapter “The Truth about a Virus and the Real Consequences” tells about it. The truth was revealed to me, and I had written that part down to share it, but I and with me the truth was not heard. I give the truth, but not for free, if the rich insist on their money; so I was commanded and so I do. Hatred. The Democrats have conspiring against Trump; and no matter what Trump says or does, whether it is right or wrong, but they are against it. Agitation. The Democrats have incited the people against the president; and many had followed them. Violence. The Democrats support violence against citizens and their property. Deception and cunning. I know the truth and history of the human beings with black skin color; and the democrats, who are themselves ignorant, they use the ignorance of the humans, spread insecurity and flatter the people. The most of news channels, even if not controlled by the political parties, but they are not neutral and most work in favor of the Democrats. Not all Democrats are driven by it; and Republicans are not free of guilt. Neither of the two political parties and their politics is perfect. Before God all human beings are equal; and I look at each human being as he really is, not according to his political views or affiliation.

The world has been sunk in falsehood and untruth when too many statements cover up the truth; this is a swamp, this is to dry up, proverbially. The United States of America, if the USA falls, then only from within; and the political war inside the USA, this has led to strong unrest inside and outside the USA, this is a victory for the enemies inside and outside the USA.

In a few weeks it will be four years since Donald John Trump was sworn in as President of the United States of America. Whoever lays his hand on the Bible in the Holy Land has the duty to do; and Trump is not perfect, but he has fulfilled. I know about Trump and the Republicans, Trump is not a prophet, but the Holy Ghost is strong in him; and his services to the people of the USA serve a greater plan, which he does not know, but I know about the plan, so I can testify. I know about Biden and the Democrats, Biden speaks of reconciliation and to unite the people, but his words do not come from the heart; and what comes from the heart is not for sale. To unite the people also means to unite the politics, but they are the same democrats, in selfishness and jealousy of political power, which have spread false testimonies, hatred and agitation to incite the people against the president; and in the name of the Democrats there had been much violence in U.S. cities in recent months. In the world Biden is rich and powerful, but before God he is who he really is. Nothing is hidden from God, not even sinister and secret intentions. Woe to whomever breaks his word and rebels against God; and many have suffered the whip with scorpions.

The truth about racism is a big story; and it is a different story, but a few words at this point. Only the truth matters. Religion is not politics, but politics rules the world and is very much influenced by religion. The foundation stone of the United States of America is the Christianity; and only Christians give religious freedom; and in many parts of the world Christians were persecuted and murdered. The Jews are your special kind of Christians; and the Nazis had abused religion to impose their ideas; and it was the United States of America that defeated the Nazis; and decades later, have sealed peace with Israel.

Democracy gives the people the opportunity to speak, but democracy has lost with the U.S. election in 2020. Not truth and wisdom have chosen, but the people were driven by feelings of devotion and rejection. The lessons of the past of the imperfection of democracy as Adolf Hitler was elected by the people, and do not forget the victims and sacrifices of that time. In justice, truth and wisdom; not to count the 2020 U.S. election, this in favor of incumbent U.S. President Donald John Trump.

Regardless of who has been U.S. President in the past, is in the present, or will be in the future. The truth is the value that counts. Without the truth the world will be perished sooner or later; and only the truth is able to bring peace, that truth by revelation, that truth which has purity through that which comes from God. He who rejects a servant of God, he who also rejects God. I know what the world needs, more than just words; and support or reject me, this makes the difference; and when I look back, there were many who did not support me, but what comes from the heart is not for sale, this is my neutrality, also in these words, and in all my books.

In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.